Monday, August 1, 2011

Fairy Tale ..?

4th January . First day of schooling for 2010 . Must be boring , no friends yet , new environment , oh school sucks ! Well tu yang aku rasa a year and seven months ago . First time masuk 1RK* ,

"Ergh serius aku nak balik .." "Time , please , GO FASTER ! " " Ya Allah bila nak balik ni ? "

Pusing sana pusing sini , I accidently saw him .

Eh ? EH ? Okay so life in Form 1 wouldn't be that boring since he's here *smiles alone* . Asked Maya what's his name . SA , got it .

Hmmmm best jugak sekolah kat sini . Kawan-kawan , environment plus makanan are great :)

Lepas about one month , 1st Feb , recess time , Mama said , "Congratulations Kaknin , Kakak dapat MRSM Terendak. " *she smiles proudly*

I was like , " Whaaaat ?!?! NO I'LL NEVER GO THERE !! " And left the Teacher's Room with tears . Of course I love it here in SMKAB . Tapi dah takdir kann ? Aku pun terpaksa hidup kat MRSM Tdk tu . Sumpah seksa gila . Everything was torturing me . I keep missing him :(

After a year and five months , I stepped back but this time , in 2RK* . Only god knew how I miss them . Lepas balik sekolah , this guy , N , chatted with me . I don't know why in the world I told him about SA . I just .... well , told him . Pastu dia bagitau SA pasal tu . And guess what ?

He has the same feeling for me since he looked at me for the first time .

Homaigod . So miracles (or fairy tales) do exists , huh ?

p/s : Dhira if you're reading this , I want to tell you I do feel I'm not good enough for that Pahlawan :( Keep it secret though . Let him happy with either that F1 girl or ..... anybody . Might be Bino as well ;) And fyi , I still wanted to quit MRSM even I'm in Form 2 right now :(